Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Writing

Writing. Just another form of verbal communication. So easy for some, so hard for others. I wonder, could it have changed my life if I could write? Would it now?
A good one isn't it? This thousands of years old question. The - "what could have been if I could"...
You might say - Then try!
well I'm trying. Maybe not as hard, as I should, but...
No "but"s! No more "but"s! I'm writing till I get enough! Writing till I'm out of words of ink or of paper. I'll write till I...
Till what?! I know that I can't write. What the hell m I trying for? To prove something to someone? What then, and to whom?
To prove that I can write, and prove it to myself!
Well I did, I did waste two pages of paper already, and what came out of it?
Nothing yet, but there will...

You might think I crazy... I just was thinking "aloud".
Hoping. Hoping, just maybe...

3 comments:

Yury Puzis said...

you are hitting the most importent point about basically anything we ever do. what for? we study and work to make a living, that's no brainer. some other things too. but writing?
IMHO, it all comes down to what are the core things that make the difference that needs to be made? i.e. what is the difference that needs to be made?
This question has no obviouse objective answer, although (I hope) there is one.

Woland said...

The sad thing is, that there is no such answer, and never be. At best you can get close to it, and hoping you were right.

Yury Puzis said...

well, how close you can get is debatable. the question I am posing though is not how close we can get to an answer, but if there is anything to get close to at all. or is everything relative? It better not be.